Author: Kayfromhome
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When Fear Strikes Again

Last month I had a panic attack. It was a full blown, heart pumping, blood rushing, fists clenching, freak-out. To feel like you have no control over your own mind and body is a scary thing. I would have screamed if there had been enough breath in my lungs. I forgot how excruciating anxiety can…
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I meant to be thinner for my wedding.

I was going to start working out 6 months before, because I was going to have a killer body for the honeymoon…
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PSA: 2 Weeks Out

This is a public service announcement that I am getting married in TWO WEEKS. So, I apologize for the unintentional hiatus. To make up for my absence… An update. Some Current Events: I’m almost all the way in to my new apartment! You know, except for the living there full time part. Loving shout out…
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“Does Not Rejoice in Evil,” by Joel Huna

It’s easy to want to rejoice when the bad guy gets what he’s due. But love doesn’t take pleasure in the pain of others.
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Does Not Insist on Having It’s Own Way

I used to say that I didn’t mind admitting when I was wrong—if it ever happened. But that’s not true.
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Keeps No Record of Wrongs

Keeping no records of wrongs means agreeing to live with the consequences of another’s sinful behavior.
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Lonely Hearts Club

I used to be that person. The person who ever so noticeably avoided the candy aisle around mid-February, and who sometimes ate drive through tacos alone on Fridays. I was the girl who talked herself into going on bad dates because I was afraid of dying alone. I dreaded any functions that required me to…
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For Daniel: Year Two, The Story of Us

Let’s face it. Valentine’s Day can be really taxing. There’s pressure from all sides. For those in an undefined relationship, there’s pressure to commit. For those in a committed relationship, there’s pressure to out-buy, and out-perform. Finally, for those who aren’t in relationships, there’s the onslaught of happily committed couples around every corner, oozing affection,…
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An Introvert’s Lament

I swear, I’m not anti-social. In fact, I need socialization. I crave belonging, and I long for friendship, conversation and laughter like anyone else. I just do socialization a little differently than you do.
